Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I Saw Sparks

I feel like I'm in a funk right now. I don't want to go to class (surprise there), I don't want to go to work (again, surprise) and I don't ever really feel like hanging out. It's almost like depression, but I have absolutely nothing to be depressed about. In fact, it's almost like my luck is changing. Kind of. Nervousness abounds. I just want to be given a chance. That's it. I know, I've screwed things up before, but I just feel it in my heart, it'll be different this time. Have faith in ME.

Don't say a word; just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it; I'm scared you'll forget about me.
-John Mayer "Edge of Desire"